I will try to explain myself in this post about my weight gain an lose … in order to understand this..you should know a bit of my background and some details about my life and my health.
Since I was young I was way too skiny , but to be honest I didn’t even care , the word “WEIGHT” “FAT” ”CALORIES” didn’t excisted in my vocabulary , maybe because my life was so different from what it’s today……… I will wake up everymorning aroun 6:45 am , and before living home my Dad will pretty much force me to eat something…anything….so I will do that…usually a piece of bread with hot chocolato or something like that…wathever my mom feel like doing that day ,then I will start walking for at least 35 min to get to school where I usually had sandwish if I had money or a piece of candy , a bar of chocolate and some water or yougurt depend of my mood that day, then I will either walk back home or take the bus ..onces there my Mom will always have the (ALMUERZO ) lunch ready..(HERE IS THE FIRST DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THIS COUNTRY AND MY COUNTRY.)…. first some appetizer then soup then what we call (SEGUNDO) that will be like the main course .! and finally some desert ( usually fruit ) ^_^ …. I KNOW.. seems like too much..but (THE SECOND DIFFERENCE ) for some weird reason the size of the dishes there are way smaller than here…. … however is more than enough to keep you FULL for 3 to 5 hours …..then if I was still hungry i will have a banana or something small …because I used to save my apetite for my favorite meal of the day…(hora del te) tea time ! ( TIRDH DIFFERENCE ) we didn’t have dinner time.
, but tea time used to rock !…at least for me… it consist in some sort of hot beverage, it could be hot chocolate, tea, many kinds of teas off course , oats, rice pudding, ( not like the one you are picturing a bit different) the option are countless , anyways I will have my tea with some kind of bread,cake, cookies, anykind of pastry…yummiiiiiiii stuff ..or sandwish like …I don’t know …chicken sandwish, cheese sandwish, cold cuts, etc…. and that’s it !!!!!!!! hahahah that was all the food for the day…in case I was hungry again I will have a bit more of cake or something…but that’s pretty much my everyday food.. !! and I really didn’t enphasis the fact that I used to walk for at least 2 hrs everyday … plus excercise… SO YUP I DIDN’T EVEN’T WORRY ABOUT GETTING FAT OR THAT KIND OF STUFF..AND NITHER MY FRIENDS DID.
Then I started putting some weight on !!!!!!! that happend pretty much when I moved to This country..I’M NOT PUTTING THE BLAME ON THIS COUNTRY…I AM PUTTING THE BLAME ON ME…..!!!!!!!!!!!!! you kno why????????? here is how it begans !….
2 Yeas ago when I arrived to this country I was pretty much scared to death, everything was new to me , I didn’t speak english what so ever… I felt like living in a different world ….!! for God sake…it was a really awful feeling … !!! plus I was starving myself !:(
I was living with American Host family .. they were really nice.. but still I was afraid of talking, eating ,etc… besides they had a lot of stuff going on in the kitchen , things that i couldn’t even read …less could I eat.. ! when lunchtime came I was hungryyyyyyyyyyyy but they told :” you can eat wathever you want ” i was like ..what???????? so I went for the easiest pick..a banana… then dinner came along and I was craving for something hot and sweet ..and they give me chinese food… ! A www they were extrematly friendly and nice..so they started to getting worry because i wasn’t eating enough….. few days later I got to know to one of my first friends in this country a girl name Andrea from Colombia..she was as new as I was… then we together discovered … THE ONLY AND UNIQUE…. MACDONALDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then burguer king , then kfc, dominos , you name it , ….. IT’S NOT LIKE I DIDN’T HAVE THOSE FAST FOOD RESTAURANTS IN MY COUNTRY, BUT … PUTTING THIS IN NICE WORDS.. THOSE WERE OUT OF MY BUDGET ! and in this country they seems to me like havenly cheap !! plus I only have to walk like 25 min to get to the closest macdonald. I remembered wishing my mom was with me to enjoy such a good food >LOL ^_^
From that day on, me and my friend will get breakfast, lunch and dinner in any fast-food restaurant …. I was amazed how cheap this stuff was…. When in my country I only got the chance to go to Macdonalds for my B-day hahah or some sort of special occations …the same with Dominos pizza…it was more like a reward if I got good grades LOL. but here…. the good stuff was cheap and I could eat everything I wanted everyday and anytime !!!!!!!!! BUT ….3 months later I got sickkk of to much fat .. then I though I will stop eating this… and THE smartest me…the girl who didn’t know nothing about calories or fats….began to eat .. healthier..or that’s what I though !!!!!!!! I got introduce to RANCH,,,wich i hate it at first..then I started to liking it.. I also discovered that chocolates and candy were as cheap as Macdonalds was .. so yeahhp , you guessed it! …I began to stocking up with Kit kats… and Doritos and Donats ..I was like a kid in a candy store…. ohhhhhhhhhh! I also got my first car and my driving licens so I didn’t need to walk anywhere else… ( thing I was so proud of ) not even Macdonalds or CVS for candies ! then i started liking chinese food, mexican food , and cheese was my new obsession ..
For months I didn’t cook a homemade food not even once , the salads I was used to eat every single day in lunchtime back in my country didn’t existed here….My favority tea time was replace with icecream time and heavy dinner , I swtich water and homemade drinks for diet cook …wich was also out of my budget back in my country ! I tought I didn’t have nothing to worry about.. after all I was skiny and I was going to be skiny my all my life. ! .
One good day.. a neighbor friend of my came along and said that she needed to talk to me.. I was a bit surprise and I was even more surprise after I heard what she said….this were her words : ” honey I know you don’t have family here, but If you feel like talking with anybody I am here for you … I like you so much you are so nice … and I don’t want nothig to happend to you … so if you are pregnat ..don’t be afraid ” I was like what????????? pregnat ?? Probably that was my wake up call !! I knew it but somehow I was reluctant to accept it !! BUT YEP ! I HAD BEEN PUTTING WEIGHT ON LIKE I WAS MY JOB … to the point this lady call me pregnat ! I also noted some problems with my health , sadently skin problems appered , my clothes were getting smaller and smaller and I was hiding them because I didn’t want to see my reality.
I went from size 2 to size 12 or more. so that was a bit extreme for me.
The first step to lose weight in my case was accepting that I had a problem with food .
the second step was informing myself proprely about calories, fats, fibre , etc .etc… like I should had done in the first place.
the third step was going to the doctor to see if the weight I put on was affecting my health !
SO.. I have to be honest before I got in shape I make a lot of mistakes …. FIRST MISTAKE was dieting starving myself , SECOND MISTAKE I was falling into being this control freak of what I eat when I eat …. making my life misable. and THIRD MISTAKE was thinking that I can lose weight drinking pils and teas with no excercise .
What I learned is a Fact !!! YOU WILL NEVER EVER EVER LOSE WEIGHT WITHOUT EXCERCISING AND WITHOUT A HEALTHY DIET ….. those go together …. ..
well ..I hope you understand everything i wrote I’M VERY SORRY IF MY ENGLISH IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH ! i’m still trying to improve it and…I have a lot of grammar mistakes ..pls don’t mind them
and don’t hate me.
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xoxo besos.